Untitled Question

Killer cowboy clown
wrapped in muscle and
soft skin
come to take what
from me?
I parcel in invisibility
in-between worlds
I'm not as young as
Peter Pan
but I'll never be as old as you

maybe that means that I will
never again
know true love
maybe I feel it all the time
it can't be that I'm the only
one right about all of this?

but maybe
that is
what's going on here.

TA