. The Poet's Beat .

. The Poet's Beat .

Wednesday, February 20, 2019

A Day At Continuing Education


Old man white haired southern son of a bitch
   with your tongue tie too long
   lapping at the cusp of those khaki dockers
   those pleated church-going diapers,
Old man Butterfield full of newspaper headlines and religions
   drinking daily coffee conversations with priests
   demanding to be head of your household,
Would you hold me in those tiny manicured hands
   let me kiss that tailgate tanned forehead
   calling you Grumpy Grampa Rose?
Full of so much GOTdamn jargon
   so much fine whiskey
   so much tiger pride
   so much masked racism
   pushed so deep into the sponge of your spirit
   that it leaks out at the corners and joints of your lengthy diatribes,
Loyal southern socialite with friends in high places
   stabled by table boys
   culled by creole dancing girls
   drink the fine wine and wipe those lady's lips on the white napkin, you gorgeous cuck,
Little pink pecker poking its weathered soldier's helmet
   from the heart of a silver hedge
   hiding from the young pretty untouchables masquerading in perfect bodies
   through the terrarium of a coffee shop,
Pumpkin spice on your breath
   tufts of soft cumulous clouds over the tips of your Lilliputian ears
   the skull beneath that tight thin skin
   not much larger than Jungle Jane's prized primate students,

Love me anyway in my crabby contemplation,
   in my plaid and denim
   regarding you distantly
   judging you insufficiently
   loathing our forced time together
   like a caged circus lion bemoans the man with the whip,

My daddy-for-a-day,

Enfold me under the shelter of your dinner jacket,
   promise me all future success
   breastfeed me nomenclature accompanied by butterfly hand gestures,
Whisper into my cupped ears the endless industry psalms
   I'll quickly forget
   when the sounds of your golden throat fall silent,
In this artificially lit hotel conference room
   crowned in the gloom of fluorescent gas tubes
   you are king of the Polo Boys,
 But in the sun-drenched glare of the parking lot,
   where packed cars idle like iron pachyderms in a frozen parade
   you shrivel
   and turn into a faded faceless dwarf,

just another man,
   just a man.

TA

Sunday, February 3, 2019

The Decision


What war eagle will YOU fly into that midnight,
away away from the Earth's soft blue light,
screaming your human pride
   at the end of a burning spear into the sky,
we defy you, ye gods, to throw us down again,
where the weak bones of your gravity we break with our sin,
chins tucked to chests lest the launch break our necks
   as we rise like a sun in the west,

best damn day of my life,
this day,
on the stoop in front of my kids and crying wife,

if I stay,
we all die
(eventually)
if I go to die
   they live long beautiful lives,

without me.

TA