The Electric Bill

When the electric bill becomes a terrifying proposition...

Mosquito house guests hanging around in the still brisk air, Dining at their leisure, Taking advantage of my open-door air conditioning system, In with a slight soft breeze come my six-legged neighbors, Leaning in to whisper in my ear, To whine about their short lives, Their troubles from the puddle to the grave,
Cream-colored yard lights cast slatted shadows on the paintings on my walls, The long black fingers reaching creeping for me in my solitude, Charcoal eyes mistake me for their own in the flushed phosphorescence of turning cars, We catch one another’s lucid gaze, Like lost raccoons in the trash pile when dad pulls into the driveway, For a second we are brothers of the lonely regime, Until darkness collapses and we are misplaced again,
I wander my carpeted cave following the bouncing beam of a flashlight, A fisherman casting a yellow net upon the sea of my belongings, Single socks come and go, The corner of the couch is illuminated by the lantern’s signal like hazardous rocks off the coast, A ghost in the skin-cloth of my naked self passes through the mirror, Pink parts and pale spindly limbs wound tight under a body lawn of close-cropped pubes, Haunted by my own blinded eyes pupils retreating into themselves, I toss the flashlight and come up gasping for air,
The bills have begun to go unanswered, The phone rings with monsters on the other line, (It has already vibrated growled twice on my desk since I started this poem), Silent electronics surround me in my sadness, One does not appreciate those dim digits on the microwave until they are gone, I am a Pharaoh wandering a forsaken tomb of stone and drywall and asbestos in search of the Hall of Two Truths, My heart on the scales of justice judged against the weight of a single feather, To depart into the Kingdom of the Dead, I am an empty epicenter in a world alive, Headlamp sentences carved by cold fingers on the stoop beneath the stars, They twinkle with life when the bulbs above my stove do not, Always lit, Always burning, Always on, And there is no one whom requires a fee for their power.
11.2012

Two Boys, At Play

While we ate amazing pork dishes cooked a hundred different ways and drank dark rich wine, while the string of light bulbs burned overhead and the black river drifted by behind us, while we sang happy birthdays and percolated in the Fall night atmosphere of friendship, I couldn't help but watch two little boys come and go, playing together, oblivious of the world and of the stewardship that was their's to hold safe, as we all held it so dearly that night around that table. 

While the succulent skins of choice-swollen sows roast in an electric fire

peppered by the refined spices of a colored history of Cajun culinary composition,

While aromatic pig flesh flowed freely from the beast’s bits lying in creative combinations cut for our disposal,

Our greased fingers plucking toothpicks of meat from well-placed plates,

Salacious lips missing slick strips of tender hog muscle to fall glistening buried in beards,

Those same glazed lips over which spill the pungent pig-sweet breath of young conversation,

While laughter danced between intermittent songs of philosophy and enterprise,

While the golden brown Abita ale of ideas mixed in the malt froth foam of the passions of people in love with each other,

And hand-held lightening became a birthday candle that leapt willy-nilly between pale cumulus clouds of body and bone,

The thunder that cracked was the cackling zest of life,

While the mud-rich river that once carried wayward Creoles tip-toed by in the maddening darkness,

While the grass grew heavy under the sins of a cooling night,

While the lamps burned ever on to light the way,

While the root beer settled,

And the cinder blocks remained wrapped,

Two boys came and went,

The venerable youth of this great southern city,

Caretakers of its culture,

Back and forth they ran,

Keeping to themselves the sly secrets only boys can keep,

Two boys, at play.

11.2012

For the Men Who Walked in Zion

The ecstasy of pain. The exultation of thirst. The elation in the destruction of the body. All for those miles. And those sights. The rapture of being alive on the dusty trail...

There passed four bearded bastions lusting for the manifold wonders of life,
Thirsty as desert dogs to sip the swift currents of adventure,
Their heart sails ravaged by the monotonous minutes spent too long in the presence of that vile seed, the Every Man,
They fled his kind into high country canyons and the deep arroyos of the West,
Hard land where things lived with empty stomachs,
Where water bled from rocks,
Where lizards jump from shade to shade and eye such trespassers with curiosity,
Bold oarsmen of action these men were,
Rowing with the wooden paddles of manly discourse their humble steed,
Long past her painted prime,
Her blue coat a miasma of rusted craters,
Only a passionate kiss from the driver would elicit her four cranky cylinders into motion,
With a sanguine smile they bade her wait for them,
And so she waited,
Glorious miles of lonely foot falls through the boulevards of sky-high canyon columns,
Down the avenues paved with God’s stone,
And the corridors of ankle-swallowing sand,
Stinging nettles along the trail-side wait like lions for their prey,
A lifeless rat in the water supply,
Blue Iodine in the eggs,
Whiskey fires on the plateau,
Complete pre-moon darkness and the stars dancing in the infinite distance,
Wrapping themselves around each other,
Chasing their tails,
Disappearing into the blue smoke of glowing cigars,
A welcoming wind of fresh cold air in the morning,
To greet their ground battered bones,
Their greasy hair,
Their reluctant metamorphosis from the twisted shells of sleeping bags,
Arise to walk the earth,
To bear the burden of one’s existence on his shoulders,
To don dusty boots cracked and worn,
Joy is pain and blood is life on the trail,
Baptized in a river of ice,
Their dirt washed downstream like the sins from a newborn babe’s forehead,
Four bearded bastards sun-bathing on naked rocks displayed like drying deer-skin for the trolley,
Tick-full of fat tourists with grey hair and the bygone memories of orgasms and chance-pleasures long left behind,
Some men walked the desert to arrive at that river,
Some men took a bus,
Some men will live their entire lives and never hear the blood cold cry of a bull elk in the pines.

10.2012

The French House Affair

Some personal erotica from those wayward, youthful college days, albeit written in Dr. Seuss'esque rhymes. Glad to know my poetry has gotten better, even if my penchant for sneaking into places I shouldn't be in hasn't...

The French House deserves her secrets

but it's time that this one's been told

of the day she opened her doors

to two lovers horny and bold,

The Freshman were served their gumbo

on the French House grounds outside,

the two lovers mingled among them

under blue skies and perfect sunshine,

He kept his flip-flops in his pockets

and ate in the grass and the sun,

she leaned close and she kissed him,

so was the French House legend begun,

They bade their own friends goodbye

and slipped in through the downstairs doors,

their passion turned hot in the shadows

but there were no empty rooms on that floor,

Her lips on the back of his neck as they searched

from one locked door to the next,

until they found their way up a staircase

and the kisses became more than quick pecks,

The conference room had a comfortable couch

and under the windows a long table and chairs,

the two became slaves to their lusts -

that wiliest of all human snares,

He threw her down onto the sofa

and made good use of his hands,

finding hiding places under her clothing,

his fingers performing a dance,

She threw her head back and sighed at his touch

as his lips found those of her own,

when he lifted her shirt and unstrapped her bra

she arched her back towards him and moaned,

The French House must have secretly smiled

as unbeknownst to the Freshman below

the two lovers found more delight on the floor

and discarded all of their clothes,

She was dripping with sweat and much more

as he pinned her down from above,

their hips moved in one rhythmic motion,

on a dirty conference room floor they made love,

Suddenly,

In the madness of climax between them

a soft hand knocked at the door,

the two were naked, on fire and praying

that the knock wouldn't lead to much more,

But before their hearts could slow down

and the sweat could dry on their skin

the door to the conference room opened

and a pair of high quality loafers walked in,

The two lovers were hidden from sight

and remained as still as the table,

but the stranger would not be deterred

and without him would not be this fable,

He followed the disheveled clothes,

no doubt curious where the trail led,

until two naked kids stared up at him,

"give us five more minutes," the boy said,

The fact that the stranger consented

is perhaps God's greatest gift,

wide-eyed he wordlessly nodded,

quietly retraced his steps and then left,

The French House goes on to say

that no two people ever dressed faster,

before their deadline was up

the two lovers vanished without further disaster,

The French House deserves her secrets

but it's time that this one's been told

of the day she opened her doors

to two lovers horny and bold.

6.2007

The Million Miles

Keep your head up above the curvature of the Earth. And your heart open. Too many places are too far away...

Where are you in the million miles,

Holding close to your chest,

As I am,

The possibility of us,

In all those million miles,

Where ever it is cell-phone signals go,

In passing moments,

Days that feel like minutes,

In a kiss that disappears too quickly,

In dreams that fade with the first light of a dying star,

We exist as an idea,

As a hope,

As the full rich scope of imagination,

Words build up the fantasy,

But only my body next to yours proves any truth,

Your soft hand in mine,

The taste of your lips in my mouth,

Somewhere lost in the million miles,

Somewhere between here and there,

Perhaps in the static,

In the breeze that blows hot from the sea,

Perhaps all you ever were was a ghost,

Only travelling the distance home can I be sure.

3.26.2012