This The Split

This the split

Ripped cheeks

Spit from the depths of her tongue dangled dead reckoning due south

Fell from that coarse falcon of homespun words

Cavity of curses

Leapt from her mouth

To his

Glistening teeth sweet breadth of lips wide

To smile

To dive headlong into her throat

Inhaling from that succulent bee’s wax maze inside her chest

Her very air

The lifespan effort of her years

Heaving her gift for him by the rise and fall of those tumultuous castles

Cast in pale flesh

Parapets of creamy stone waving that pennant the pinnacle
     of all of man’s good deeds

Her swollen nipples spoiled school children on holiday
Happy handholds
Rain shower sheets of revelry
Unsavory angles in daylight’s scolding gaze
Become Midnight’s pleasure when tiger stripes from the street light slip like
     satin across the broken trestles of her spine
Full moon birth and baptism and burial
Finger carnival
She bends jack-knife collision on the highway
Throws him through the veil windshield sheets
Broken glass on the pillows
Diamonds around her neck constricting like a high-dollar anaconda
Bystanders gather to tease his empty body
Voyeur boys peeking through the blinds
Pleasing sips from the salt tears that abandon ship to
     dive overboard from her chin
Dear Captain call them back
The night faucet left loose again
Bouncing waves of skin toss tears into the shadows
Tattoos twist under his meaty grip on her hips
Fading dollar bills knead into moist mattress below her white knuckle fists
The morning is still hours away
The boys at the window grow in wisdom
They grow in girth too
This the split
12.2012

Your Brush Beside the Sink

You send my skin away

Wrap it around your long finger

High-dive off of your painted fingernail

Slalom ski the rivulets of my joints

Moles like lily-pads float along the surface of my back

But part as you wade through the reeds there

Call my sins from the depths

Red rich water of my soul

Count for me the times I’ve said I’d miss you

But never really did

Toss your head back and scream my name

Put your weight on my chest

Empty your lungs

Leave your heart on the stand beside the bed

Where the yellow light falls

And the empty pages of your leather book lie rusting and asleep

Take your brush from beside the sink

Find your panties on the floor

And get the hell out

11.2012

Day Time Talk

Phil held the steady gaze he was known for,

his instruments choppy in the darkness under his eyebrows,

his upper lip twitching in anticipation

but its movements covered by the broom of his thick mustache.

Jimmy held the gates as long as he could,

and in a ceremony his effort would be commended,

his own eyes were shifty and betrayed him,

despite his resolve a single tear ran for freedom down his cheek.

The doctor bellowed for what he called justice

to an audience that was hungry to see blood spilled.

The doctor had caressed reality

but danced his way into a knot no one could untie.

They loved him for it,

following him like the Piper

because he looked them in the eyes and told them what to think,

that they should trust him without knowing him

and hide in the grey patches of hair above his ears.

Where are we? thought Jimmy's mind

in a world that breathed disaster from a con man's lungs.

He could not stop the rebellious tear,

he protested but his eyes were ready to give up,

his idea of what makes sense

was rewritten on a band wagon driven hard by

a mad scientist in a sharp shouldered suit

carrying an audience with a single ignorant mind.

Jimmy became a new man

worse than the man the doctor accused him of being.

Jimmy stopped believing

because Phil was heavy set, tailored, commanding,

and because the audience cheered for him,

not for Jimmy.

5.2007

Nakupenda, Sikupendi

A tale written in my second language, Swahili...

Wewe muziki ni muziki wangu si,
Mnashughulika sana wakati wa
       majira ya joto,
Wewe ni baridi mno wakati ni moto nje,
Wewe ni pia safi kwa radi na umeme,
Wewe ni pia msukumo kwa ajili ya safari
       ya polepole ya gari,
Wewe ni pia usafi wakati i am hisia mchafu,
Wewe ni pia chafu ya kunawa nje
       ya nywele zangu,
Unasikitika sana ya kunawa nje
       ya nywele zangu,
Una sana roho juu ya usiku ya upweke,

Lakini, malaika,

Sijawahi waliona ngozi laini kama
       yako wakati wewe ni kusonga chini yangu,
Wakati wewe kupumua kwamba
       moshi fedha ndani ya mapafu yangu,
Na kuondoka ladha ya damu juu ya ulimi wangu,
Kabla walikuwa hapa sijawahi kelele kama
       mtoto mchanga kwa ajili ya kugusa ya mwanamke,
Machozi yangu yalikuwa na maana
       kwa kaburi maiti ya,
Lakini wewe kukamata wale wenye midomo yako,
Gugumia yao,
Na kutumia machozi yangu kukua busara.

04.2013

Our Itch

Once you bit your dotted skin with canine fangs
       sunk behind lips black,
Where it rippled and burned you snipped
       to sooth the itch,
Through your thick fur you left a trail of saliva
       and the hair matted betwixt,
Whimpering and chasing rabbits but never sound enough
       to chase them far,
The red flesh below your jowls,
Dew claws like Egyptian earrings,
A wet nose at my elbow waiting for your cue to
       accompany Dylan’s sad reprise,
As if his voice were a full moon,
And a freight train was pulling into the stock yard,

But look, ho,
Now I am the madman uncontrolled,
My skin a thatch work of red runways for the
       talons dull beyond my cuticles,
Never a moment in peace,
A mountain range of red whelps, hills and valleys
       along the land mass of my flesh,
When one is satisfied another cries for relief,
Where I cannot reach they cry the loudest,
This body possessed with a devil on fire,
Oceans of insanity breed like rabbits in
       the confines of my skull,
They’ll find me howling at the moon,
And pulling the skin from my bones,

Yet look there,
You’re sleeping so peacefully tonight,
Dreaming away the mysteries of your love and loyalty,
Breathing softly and for the first time,
Soundly,

I have to wonder if for some reason
       God lifted that curse of endless itching
              from your black and white shoulders,
And placed it upon mine,
This misery,
This mania,
This delirium,
But there you are next to me,
Curled against my ribs,
I reach to scratch behind my knee
       raw from relentless fingernails,
And I think,
I will itch for a thousand years
       if I have to
              to enjoy this moment with you.

6.2013